Questions?

k..so the big question is a little different from the normal "Big Question"..

I can't seem to figure out whether or not its better too have a lot of knowledge about this world, but not worry about it. Or just simply ignore it as is.

It confuses my mind! I know if I find out some things, some in-depth things. It could stay with me forever and drive me insane. Ignorance would help a lot but everyone should know the type of world we live in. Right?


I can't figure out (which is worse)
not knowing anything, vs knowing way to much.
I can't find the median..
if i did would i settle for it?

lollygag

This is one of those things that regular people say that I don’t understand or get why.
I was at work and a co-worker of mine came up to me and said, “ Hey did you here about Lindsay Lohan? She’s going to jail for 90 days.” And me being well me replied with “well, who’s that? Did she used to work here?” he goes… “Oh no she’s a really good actress.” Haha real good actress eh? All could respond with at this point was “who the fuck cares I don’t know her” he was dumbfounded. Didn’t see my point at all.

What a waste of time.

Till You

You asked if I knew the song on the radio. I didn’t. You look so confused when you responded with “I thought you knew everything Lauren.” I thought I did too, until I met you.

Liars

I don't understand why people lie. For instants at work today this guy just kept going on and on. There was no truth in what he said, all nonsense. Hopefully he realised I wasn't falling for it by the little reaction he got out of me, And probably most people while he lies his life away. Seriously if you got to lie about your life, and your lies aren't even interesting, kill yourself.

the initial stage

I've contemplated how to start this thing for a while now. I came to a conclusion that if I kept trying to make it perfect it won't ever begin. Because well im far from that and it wouldn't be me, and that's all this blog is going to be. Me.