http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GFW-WfuX2Dk

I never really enjoyed Fefe Dobson, we'll maybe one song a couple years back "Bye Bye Boyfriend" wasn't so bad. But my friend worked a on an interview with her. She explains a few things about her new song. "Hurry up and tell the truth, if you really cared about me." was the main thing I got out of it, and it really changed something in me. When I was younger I was dating this guy, for a couple months, I ended up cheating on him. I had to tell him, I was honest and it was real. Real feeling, and real pain. I, not only hurt him terribly but myself too, I lost all hope that I was any good. So I avoided contact with most people, in fear I wouldn't be honest. What I am getting at is through experience and through honestly, I've learn to trust myself, now all you have to do is trust me too.




I prove that catchy sayings aren't always true.

ugh

I think i have this natural quality inside me(much like my dad did)that finds the beauty in everything. That sounds really cliche. I wish I got paid for it, it could be my full-time job. I just feel I have this tendency to make people feel good about themselves...maybe it's because I know what it's like to be hated. Nobody should have that feeling.

This one started off so strong.
damn.

HOV

I know we coulda had it all
I wasn’t ready to go steady, no, not at all
Smoke in mirrors cloudin’ my vision, we hit a wall
Couldn’t see the moon and the sky behind the fall
Pregnant pause
Damn, your baby tall, whatchu been up to?
I don’t blame you, my doll, yeah, we kinda stallin’
As God as my witness, time, it was my mistress
Guess it’s in the stars for me to love you from a distance
Uh, our ship sailed, uh, the wind blows
The door’s always open but our window is closed
You always thought “What if?” but that’ll just drive you crazy
Baby-girl interrupted, thinkin’ ’bout what wasn’t
Thinkin’ ’bout “What was it?” Was it somethin’ I done?
Somethin’ I could do better although nothin’ could be done?
Sometimes you get what you need, not what you think you want
So maybe no moon and sky, yet a beautiful son
Uh

no more wasting time

There is nothing worng with looking towards the future, for event's and what's to come, you just can't let it side track you from each days. I mean it's a major key in life to have goals, but everyday you have the chance to do something amazing. For so long I was using the future as an escape from my boring everyday routine, but things have chanaged.