fedup

Now a days when people say "last chance" I don't think they really mean it. They're caught up in the idea that life is like movies. Where we can say what we don't mean in hopes that something will good come from it. A chase, or a fairy tale, saying that it's over when that is not what you really feel. But we need to understand that life is not a movie nor is it a game and to be real and say what you feel. That should mean more to ourselfs.

floating on ignorance

I had a dream.... Nicole and I we're in a really tall building. The rules of the building were one, you have to go all the way to the top with 10000 people, once you got up you stood at the edge and everyone did a shot at once. But once everyone had did their shot the floor started shaking. We started falling and we just had to wait in slow motion while everything around us fell. A beem came out of nowhere and swiped us and fell to the ground with us. Some how we were still together at the end, and amazing not to badly hurt. The sirens were going off and The firetruck came and was putting us both onto strechers. Nicole says "wait don't you have to check our health cards first." (just as if it were real)
But afterwards when I woke up I just couldn't stop thinking, maybe it was real. I actually got hurt.
will I live the rest of my life in this coma?

humbleabode

I love where i love too much. The comforts of having my friends in the other room is amazing, but there are a few other things that at first I didn't realize. Having an old couple below us has many benefits. At night when everything is really quiet I can hear them snore, it reminds me of my dad; it reminds me of home. I love when I sleep in a tiny bit and I wake up to the nieghbors muffled voices. I can never wake up on the wrong side of the bed when that happens. Instead of living in the past and instead of being bitter or sad I created a new home. And I've never felt so safe.

WISDOM

If you can think back to when you were young and think I wouldn't mind if my kids grow up the same way, that's when you truely know your parents did a good job.
I can't even start to think about what it would be like, knowing what things I did and thoughts running through my mind. It must be one of the hardest things in life, but probably the most fulfilling. I honestly thought my mom and dad didn't have a clue. Even when my mom would say "I know, I was a kid once to" I never really understand the degree of knowledge she had.
I wonder what my grandparents think, with so much wisdom

favorite.

Isn't it amazing when you see something and it takes you back too a time in your child hood. Oh it could be anything, something as simple as a taste. Nicole had a booster juice the other day and it tasted exactly like one of those Flinstone push up pops; The ones that tasted like they were a mix of icecream and popsicle.

just as easily.... today I was using a new whisk at work, and it took me back. I remember it well, there was this puzzle I used to do all the time.
I miss stuff like that, but I am glad I have memories.
Memories are what you base the things you miss off of.