I need this o'gentle breakdown

I have this tendency to breakdown and pick on the people I like. I don't know why this is I think its my fear of actually showing them who I am. Maybe because they might not like me after that. But then again they will never get to like me anyways since they won't know the real me. I just make them feel like there something wrong with themselves. or we become friends and have a love-hate relationship with each other.

I need to stop being the problem.
try a little?
or not.



These circles i create for myself might just be a distraction from something more important.